Doing OK

Rosi and I see Michael all the time so it is difficult for us to see his progress. But if I think back and try to remember some of the very difficult times we had I can see we are in a much better position now. Michael is getting over his surgery and is handling himself much better nowadays. He is very healthy and strong and when we go out to visit we have a good time with him. The rehab has a rec center and usually we are the only ones in it so we play pool, ping pong and such and whoop and holler and have a good time. When we are in the big house all the patients are around and it is something to see. A couple of the gals have a crush on Michael and want his attention, but he is oblivious. Kinda funny to watch.

Michael likes to laugh now and cut up. He is very lovable and fun to be around. He speaks well and shows me glimpses of getting thru this. Don't get me wrong, there are still big gaps between where he is and normal, but he has come a long ways since this all began. If the chemo provides relief on his ability to communicate and process info, then I will be very hopeful. We will see.

Loss of memory is a big obstacle. Michael's motor skills are great. He can shoot pool or play ping pong like he always has. He does things that look very natural and were learned long ago. He also shows cognition and calculating skills when looking at the plays he should make in pool or playing uno or jenga, all of which he is very good at. But then we go into the bathroom and I will say lets brush our teeth, and I will have to show him what is the toothbrush and how to put the toothpaste on and how to brush his teeth. By the time we do it again he will have forgotten. That is what is puzzling to me, and it is only thru constant repetition that he learns some/many things.

They are also weaning him off of medications and he is doing well with that. His awareness is bringing a strong desire for him to "go home". Lord knows that is what all of us want, he is just not ready. Hopefully he will continue to progress and we can indeed take him home later this year.

Staying the course,
Pops